Thursday, October 17, 2013

Rip It Off Like A Band-Aid




I have come to the conclusion that it is always much better to deal with a problem head on.
Just rip it off like a band-aid.
People might get hurt in the process,but it is much better to deal with an issue right away,rather than wait till it's too late.
And sometimes,following your guts is much better than being practical.
Because practicality may seem good at one time,but in the long run,the way you feel inside is most important.

Monday, September 30, 2013

How And Why Do I Do This To Myself?

I dont know how i keep finding myself in the same situation over and over again.I miss,I fall headlong and then I regret it all.But by then,its too late. The worst part is that when i do something like this,i take someone down with me. My heart can take being hurt again and again by just how fickle I am.What I cannot do is hurt the other person. I wish I could just let myself be happy. I always find myself doing things when I am confused or emotional and later I just want to take it all back and regret all of what I did. Right Now,There are no options in front of me than to just go ahead like this and hope that I feel different about the decision that I took.

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

Choices Choices


This is such a cliche of a title,

But its too apt to be anything but..

I am too young to talk of anecdotes from my life,but with the experience I've had, I just realized that the human nature is to crave for things that is out of your hand. When you have a person in your life who you want with all your might,you think that all of the problems in your life will simply be solved by making that person realize just what they mean to you.But then,you get what you've always wanted.He loves you back..but by then,its too late.You have spend so much time finding little faults to that person who doesn't want you,that you slowly start to see all those things you thought were just excuses to make you feel better,you start to realize that all those reasons you listed out on why things couldn't workout between you two are in fact true, and your crazy dreams about how much better life could be better without them in your life,actually seems possible.
You have moved on,or you have moved onto dreaming about bigger and better things.You have realized that  you need to capable of being your own person,that you need to fall in love with yourself first..As soon as you start to realize your own self worth, he starts wanting you back too,but by then its too late and you have to make the choice of whether to stay with this person you "thought" was your world,or you have to let go and choose better things,you have to choose to make a world of your own.

And while writing all these things, I just realized what I need to do,since I am in this decision.

and here comes another cliche cliche..

I choose me... 

:)

testing

1...2...3.....

Yeah... 
I guess this is how it begins..!!