Monday, September 30, 2013

How And Why Do I Do This To Myself?

I dont know how i keep finding myself in the same situation over and over again.I miss,I fall headlong and then I regret it all.But by then,its too late. The worst part is that when i do something like this,i take someone down with me. My heart can take being hurt again and again by just how fickle I am.What I cannot do is hurt the other person. I wish I could just let myself be happy. I always find myself doing things when I am confused or emotional and later I just want to take it all back and regret all of what I did. Right Now,There are no options in front of me than to just go ahead like this and hope that I feel different about the decision that I took.