PLANS

When things don't work out as planned, 

when plans turns to smoke 

and I am left standing with nothing for company but my till-then-hopeful mind,

I don't know what I am supposed to do.

I try to make things workout,

I try to put on a brave face and act like its all okay

How do I tell someone that this plan was all I had going on for me?

My only hope which I was hanging onto.

To those others, it all seems like something silly and juvenile, 

but for me this was my all.

I was willing to put everything aside to accommodate for this,

but isn't it funny when no one else, not even your most trusted wouldn't do the same?

I guess I am yet to learn my lesson on "To Each His Own" or something like it..